i am still upset with myself.
tell me how can i redeem my mistakes to my parents?
really,now the only thing i care in the world is my parent.
i dont bloody care about any guys or any bitches that trying to bring me down.
you can go to hell.
and im trying my best to pray 5 times a day,daily.
but i cant,you see.
there's school.
but i did try.
and i think that's an achievement in me.
but i cant help but feel bad towards my dear parents.
i want to spend more time with them.
i want them to know how much i love them.
and they're my everything.
yes,them.
not any him or any shit.haha.