you and i.

Thursday, November 27, 2008, 9:35 AM

Alot of things has been happening. Be it good or bad. Im glad things happened. And hopefully the bad things get better. My days has been spend only with my girls after school. From lepak, to town, talk about one stuff to another. Just that. It feels nice. Not having to think about other stupid little details. Oh maybe, just that one matter that make us worry and all. Hopefully things will be okay. At this point of time, this situation happened, we know who's a true friend and who is not.

Egoistic, self centred and come to us only for fun time. That's what you called friend? I got nothing to say. Haha!

Its funny how the other day I met with the girls and Zul, and we talked about everything under the sun. Yes, everything. Haha! From the current crisis of recession, to religious, to just everything. Haha. Its funny, and we didnt know we spend 3 hours or so sitting down there. Haha!

Im in school now, and Im so lazy and bored. And December coming soon, baby! It means birthday soon. I cant wait, because I want to enroll my license, and I aim for at most one year to pass, and I behaving my own car. Gerek peeee. Okay soon enough to say. Insyallah, hopefully.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008, 2:42 PM

Im sick. Being woken up with a sexy voice, a bad flu and irritating cough, just sucks. I know, Ive been neglecting this blog. Like I said, I got another blog, where I penned down things without second thoughts. If you do want to read it, or kpo, sure can. Ask me, and I give it to you, baby. Haha!

On another note, Im glad you are here to be with me. To go through everything with me. Good day,people! :D

Wednesday, November 19, 2008, 12:41 PM

Pictures were from the other day. Impromptu plan with the girls to sheesha. Excuse us for the pictures, cause we are only having funnnn!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008, 11:51 PM

Yes, baby. At last, im getting my hands on you. Haha!

I will be collecting this sexy phone tomorrow. And I cant wait. Haha. Maybe, jsut maybe I be changing my number. Because my phone bill line is wayyyy too expensive. Mama has been nagging about this and that. Especially about me wasting money. Lucky thing, she let me buy this new cell. Its time for me to change my phone anyways.

Okay, I cant wait! :D

Monday, November 17, 2008, 8:05 PM

Im so pissed off right now, cause my phone line could not send messages or make outgoing calls. Ergh! I paid my bills already. Ok, some of it. But its always not like this. And this month bill is Ike what, $250 plus? Haha! But Mama will pay for me. It sucks la, really.

Ok bye. Hahaha.

Friday, November 14, 2008, 9:44 AM

Its Friday, baby. And its the weekend. I cant wait, cause I can sleep and jsut enjoy myself. Not caring about school, eventhough I think I absent most of the time in school! Haha.
A huge relief is that, my Professional Profiling is actually cleared, and Ive passed. And to Lina, you can do better, the next time, dont worry too much. You have my back!
I had a hugeeee argument with Mama the other day. But things are back to normal, I guess?
Too many things happened, in those little times. And psst, Ive been listening to love songs nowadays. Hahah.
Ok, update later. And hopefully will be a good weekend. Take care, people!

Thursday, November 13, 2008, 8:04 AM

Hello loves. I know Ive not been updating this site of mine. Reason being is that, I actually have another blog. Where I update it without second thoughts, of people sayings and whats not. Its a private one anyways. If you wish to read, and if I let you, then you may. Haha! And to Lee, you're the first in knowing about my life, when noone else does.

Nothing much has been happening. Life's so mundane nowadays, and I feel like closing down this blog. And just stick to the other one. But well, I dont think so.

I update this blog soon alryt. Take care, you all! :D

And psssst, those of you who know my other blog link, please, do not go around and tell others. I give you, tagged you, because I trust. :) So, please. :)

Wednesday, November 12, 2008, 9:52 AM

The rules and regulations:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags back !

**10 Weird things/habits/little known facts about Nuyul Aishah**

1) I dont know, whether you guys know about this. But however emotional I can be, I can never take life seriously. NEVER. Yes, I can be sad, but I still do eat alot, laugh and be happy. Cause all saddening matters can sucks balls. HAHAHAHA.

2) I always lie. Always. Hahahaha.

3) I cry for no reasons.

4) I look at girls and boys, and wonder how they look like when they are naked. yes,sick, I knowwwww. Hahahaha.

5) I always wonder, why am I, me? You know, I look at the mirror, touch my faces, and body, saying why must this be me. And I start to wonder.

6) I think the man im marrying is someone i dont love. succks balls. hahahaha

7) i find myself rather attractive than any other ugly bitches out there. Hahahahaha.

8) I fantasize, alot. Talk to myself, alot. Im going to turn crazy soon. Really. Haha.

9) Im very quiet to those I just know, but once you know me, I be the most irritating creature on earth.

10) Ive always dreamt to be the most popular, sexiest, cleverest, and to be every guy's dream girl. But the last one dreaming is definitely me. HAHAHAHAHA.

10 ppl that I want THEM to DO DIE DIE:

anyone on my list. love love loveeee. :D

Sunday, November 09, 2008, 3:14 PM

So the other day, celebrated Mama's 41st birthday over at Lau Pa Sat. Aunts and cousins came over. Just a small celebration. Didnt even get to eat alot! Cause I cam very late with little brother. Haha!

I spend a bomb for Mama's birthday preparations. Did for her a hugeee card with pictures of us family. The funniest pictures was of course, us three sibling, doing nonsensical photo faces and gave it to Mama. Bought for her the cake form the above picture. And also, a Chanel perfume which cost 200 bucks. Haha! But its all for Mama. So yea, Im happy she knows that I at least did something for her. Rather than her thinking Im always so irresponsible.

And Granny has yet again admitted to hospital. Its very worrying. I hate the hospitals, jsut the thought of it makes my heart wrench. Its been how many times already in the hospital. Just hope things and her health gets better.

The thought of settling down lingers to me now. I know friends know I can never be serious. Even you know when I have boyfriends, I never really loved them. It struck me that I should really settle down. I want to, really. But I don't know with who. They say love is just like gambling, if you're scared, you can never find one. You gotta take the risks. Ive fallen in love and played around with many guys around. It got me scared. If even married men, dare to flirt around with single girls. Whats more any guy who's not even legally attached to you.

Who knows, a rarity might occurred? I may fall in love, or maybe try to get serious with someone any of these days? I know Ive been close to guy friends here and there. But its all up to me to decide who I want to be happy with. Cause you know, Ive been trying to please people around me all my life. How about making me happy this time, and leave whatever you want to say, and hurt me. I want to be happy for once! And if it's conclusion wasnt expected, I dont need you to say, ' I told you so one day you will regret it!.' Tell me how many people goes through all that. Life is never fair, and easy. Its all about learning and experiencing. If the aftermath isnt what I expected it to be. Be it! At least Im happy for that moment.

Yes, I do have someone in mind. But its okay for now, let things be how it is.
And baby, you just got back home. More than happy to be in your arms. Let things be clear for once. You are definitely way better than before. And pandai da start loving2 and jealous2? Haha.