ive just realised how much im missing relationship-hood. (is there ever such word.lol.)
and yes,its been two years ive been in a serious,serious relationship.
and the last one was with haireel.
i am happy thee way i am now.
but i think i will be happier if i have a bf who loves me for who i am.
at least i know someone wil be thinking about me before they go to sleep.(:
maybe it's really karma.
whatever ive done to farhan,
God has taught me a lesson not to ever repeat it again.
and i wont.
i put my personal message as " single and hating it.(:"
and everyone IMed me,and asking me whats so bad.
haha.
i will only reply with a smiley face.
and some shameless people even offered to be my bf.
like,wtf.?haha.
i missed being in love,
but im not rready to fall in love just yet.
i know if i do,
i will be hurt and fall out of it fast.
i want to learn and experience stuffs much more.
Then,maybe i'll settle down.
and im only seventeen (okay,soon! haha.)
i just want to study hard first,and make my parent proud of me.
being the eldest in my siblings,
ive got a huge responsibilities ok.
my parents always tekan me that parent always come first.
and i get that message clearly.
and im proud of my mum and dad.
caused they brought me and my other siblings soo well.
can i get married in another less than 5 years?
hahahahaha.
ok,i shall stop.
