it was my suckiest day of my life.thanks to alfy ehy,alfy!grrrr.he said he wants to drive me home,but i waited for him under the pahtetic hot sun and i was sweating.I hate waiting for people you know. I am always punctual. Then at last he said he have to rush home and couldnt fetch me. LIKE,ERM WTH! fine,wtvr lar ehy alfy.
So, its always like this. Whenever im single and miserable (chey!), noone will ever come close to me. But now that im partially attached with dearest, there's other guys who wants to know me better. It's forever like this. Not stating that I am pretty or I want to show off. But its just irritating! At times I jst wished I can forget dearest and know these much more better guys instead. Obviously they are much more better than dearest. If you know dearest situation, you guys wont prolly be friends with him. haha. ok wtvr. im washing my hands off dearest. I knew him for months, I have always been giving in to how he treated me in the past. not now please. I cant bear to be in that kind of relationship. Its funny how I dont want to end all this. I have been struggling with his attitude since the first day we met. I still remembered I almost cried when you left me going ome alone after our movie date. WHY? caused your bunch of USELESS&GOOD FOR NOTHING friends are much more important. I told you to get out of the gang, and you still say you're involved. YOU DO HAVE A CHOICE YOU KNOW,DEAREST! ksfjbdjhfewhj! im just mad at him for not htinking about HIS future. You can treat me like rubbish,i dont care. But you must know very well your parents love you. and please think about your future. AND FCKKING get out of the gang lar! im mad at him only because of that. I ve been patient enough. Once more you bring this matter up, I swear you're going to hate me,dearest(:
bloody hell, im not telling you people that my bf is a gangster, i even hate hes one. I just want to vvent my anger somewhere instead at him.(: UT TODAY WAS DARN DIFFICULT! AND TMR SCIENCE.GTH LAR SEYYYY.hahaha.
