its frustrating even to think about you. know why? i know we're not officially tgther yet,but you have already given me hopes. and you assured me alr,you idiot. i feel like a fool to be with you and let people know your flaws. I dont wished to. But this is like the only place I vent everything at. i dont want my friends to get the wrong idea about you. im no perfect either. I also scream vulgarities at you whenever you did that to me. you may think i dont like you and dont care about you. I do,its just that I've learnt too much from my past to give all my concern and love to any guy. They should be blamed,not you. Because of them, you couldnt receive much of my love. You told me you broke up with your ex a year ago because you get sick and tired of her. Will you do that to me too? Then, might as well we end it here. There's no point continuing it then. can you stop showing me you care? well, yes i like you. but im so sure i wont share my future with you. my parents wil definitely disapprove of us. and you wouldnt even bother to change for the better.anyone can be as sweet as you. but i dont need that,dearest. haish. you just called me minutes ago, and hearing how tired and how hardworking you are makes my heart hurt. i know you're working hard, but that is never enough. by the end of the day,you will waste your money on your bike. God, give me an answer to this. I dont want any of us to get hurt later. I rather get hurt now.
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