life has been the exact same thing for the past years hasnt it? I wonder if I should be happy or sad about it. But I rather be happy and contented. I still have my old girls who will be there for me whenever, what so ever. and I have a complete and a happy family. what more can I ask,right? Truthfully, the friends I met wherever, I wouldnt care less. cause I know they wont sstay. And prolly even if we happened to meet outside, we only exchange smiles. and these friends just come and go lor.

Anyways, I'm tired and worned out. I miss kissing and hugging my mom.(: im in gd terms with him again. well,i will just ignore the fact you belong to someone okay? I want to have a new life. Im sick of school. Its not a fun place i tell you. I still think my parents shd sent me to overseas to study. now i have to wait till i completed my diploma,then I shall go overseas to take a degree and further my studies. grrrrrrrrr.(: