its really heartbreaking. i jsut chatted with haikal.
and he told me he got back from JB.
its weird that in the past he used to tell me everything.
but not now. it happened jsut suddenly.
i know i know,things change and there are reasons to it.
but please,i cant lie to myself not at this point of time,i really need a shoulder to cry on.
its funny how i miss his everything.
he used to like me,and the other way round.
well make it love for me. or maybe affection.
its funny how he used to call me every now and then in the past.
and the difference now.
i guess, humans are humans after all.
they forget where they stand after enjoying life jsut for a moment.
he changed after he got his bike.
my dear,you promised you wont.
but i guess you and i both know way better than that.
i guess i just am not strong.
i told myself i can forget you.
but i cant. eventhough you treat me like shit.
seriously,i am in need of love from girlfriends.
oh bother.
jsut forget about all it.
and i know im strong.
well at least i can pretend to be strong.(:
ok i should pretend to sleep before mom and dad gets home and see me crying.
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