you and i.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007, 9:15 AM

im at school. went to sch with iLi baby. (BABY KAPE)

hahaha.

and the funny thing is we saw this ahpek tie up his hair real high like the real and authentic baba and nyonya like that.

and in the bus she nudge me and say,

" look, theres pocong!"

haha, idiot, she made me laugh and amsile all alone. EVEN NOW!

THANKS EH iLi.

hhaha.

anyways,ayim is admitted to hospital due to his high ffever.

it has been non stop sincce last friday.

and shucks, im supposed to be in hosp, not in school.

and im going to mis my ayim when hes not at home. cause usually hes the one who make the house lively.

and i hate hospitals. i totally hate hospitals.

ergh.

, 3:01 AM

i somewhat feel some people are talking behind my back.

no, its not that im self conscious about how i behave or how my attitude make you people talk behind me.

cause its me, jsut me. you dont like it, you tell your friends about it, and influence them to hate and talk bad about it.

seriously, my attitude aint that bad.

you make it worse, by telling WHAT IFs which are actually WHATS NOTs.

fuck u bitches,whores and slut animal.

i have my own frigging friends who can accept my flaws,and take a look at something positive.

you animals are childish creatures on earh.

i dont fucking know why people love to talk and influence people.

ike wth lar sey.

AND I WANT 15TH NOVEMBER TO HAPPEN.

I WANT TO PARTY AND CLUB LIKE HELL.AND HAVE FUN AND DONT CARE ABOUT THOSE CHILDISH PEOPLE AROUND.

I WANT TO DANCE LIKE HELL AND HAVE FUN WITH MY DARLING BABIS. HAHAHAA.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007, 12:53 PM

haikal bodo, i seriously think we should meet up soon.

its been weeks since we last met.

i want to meet you and punch your face,and let you kiss me.

hahaha.

and i want to kick ur balls till it get sore,and you wont go around fucking other girls pussy.

hahaha.

ok this is sucha random post.

i dont even know he go around fucking other girls. opps. hahaa

bottom line, i miss you. i miss the old sweet and sensitive haikal when we held hands and when we were in each others arm.

ps; haikal is not my bf to you people out there. things between us is too complicated. and he told his friends im his girlfriend. and i told my friend he's my boyfriend. cos too explain it to others will be too difficult for us. hahaa.

, 4:48 AM

im at home, and here i am lying on my bed, still havnt take my shower. haha.

ytd was fun, fun and major fun.

the trip to Escape Theme Park was awesome.

the ghosts are scary but somewhat funny.

we had fun spraying each other, and taking rides and laugh like toddlers having so much fun.

the last ride was a flirtatious ride.

hahaa. right girls? (:

but overall,i had lotsa fun. those laughs, those sharing of each other sex life. hahaha.

darn funny lar sey.

and make 15th happening lar bebeyh!

i so love my girlsssss.

and everysingle one of you are beautiful seys.

i actuallly miss the whole clique of 8.

i guess your pride and fame means everything to you.

but whatever it is, we see how it goes, and we still be there for you.

and dont expect us to remain the same, we have changed, and dont blame us.

ok im done,i wanna sleep for a while before I take a shower. hahaa.

girls,ask me for pictures okays. and i swear im going to miss you girls.

Monday, October 29, 2007, 2:53 PM

RAYA OUTING WITH QUORFAINE BABES WAS SUPERLY DUPER MAJOR FUN. HAHA.

maybe it wasnt the raya outing, maybe after going to houses.

haha.

we went to Escape Theme Park as it was the last day for Halloween celebration, and to see the fake ghosts all running around, and be friendly.

haha, happening i tell you.

it was worth the money, the ride, the laugh, the smile, and the bonding session and not forgetting the flirting session.

hahaa!

blog about it tomorrow, and pictures will be up tmr. i had MAJOR FUN with my girls.

no one can be much more fun than quorfaine, sumpah! hahaa.

and we were supposed to go raya outing, but naaah, we had better plan.(:

and i wont think i be going to school. and my voice now macho alr.(:

Sunday, October 28, 2007, 4:32 PM

IM FREAKING TIRED. MY EYES ARE TIRED, MY LEGS ARE TIRED. AND IM SLEEPY.

AND I HAVE TO WAKU UP AND LEAVE HOME BY 11 TOMORROW BECAUSE IM GOING TO 'JALAN RAYA' WITH MY QUORFAINE BABES.

I CANT WAIT, BUT IM TIRED.

AND PROLLY I WONT BE GOING SCHOOL ON MONDAY IF IM TOO TIRED.

BUT I HAD FUN JUST NOW.

COLLECTION MONEY IS STILL NOT ENOUGH.

ERGH.

IT SUCKS BEING A TEENAGER.

HAHA, IM GOING TO SLEEP, SLEEP LIKE A PIGGGG!(:

Saturday, October 27, 2007, 3:13 PM

im so tired of school, really.
and i just got lectured by shahril, and i swear i wsnt listening and paying attention.

not that i dont want to, but RP is really not my choice. haha.

but i want good grades lor,like duhh.

but RP is way too competitive and different.

enough about my pathetic school.

tomorrow going out with family, RAYA OUTING.
happy lar sia! mind you, im not always with my family, so you can see how excited and happy I am so excited as tmr mostly all the cousins will be there.
and im so going to have my weekly dosage of looking at cute guys.

omg, i so cant wait.

the bad thing is that, we will sit in a van, LIKE NOOO!

IT WILL BE SUPER HOTTTT!

how i wish i can sit in mom's car instead. ergh. haha, ok im so like the typical spoilt brat.
haha.

im so happy to meet my parents just now when i reached home,

caused i didnt get to see them the whole week.

and im happy with my condition with haikal right now.

like any other post, haikal and haikal.

hahaa.

so, he's quitting his currrent job real soon, and get a new job soon.

i so hope his new job is flexible and we can meet often.

and used him as my driver,EH WATY? hahaha.

Thursday, October 25, 2007, 12:20 PM

so this idiot asked me this question, " lu syg gue tak?" and being me, i asked him, back and copy and past the whole thing to him. he is an idiot,like really. but love is blind. and his reply and chatting with him made me smile and some what sad. i told him that i dont want him to be insensitive, and told him to spare a thought for me.

and then i told him," whatever for get mad and try to get ur attention, you dont even care, so yar, you dont have to care."

and he was there making me laugh and trying to be nice.

he is such an asshole. an me an idiot,to love him.

haikal says:
gue nk tau dari lu dulu
♥Nuyul Aishah says:
gue nak tau dari lu dulu
♥Nuyul Aishah says:
haha
haikal says:
gue saaaaaaaaayang same lu
♥Nuyul Aishah says:
hahaa

stop telling me the bad things about me and haikal, i know very well he aint the best for me.

but i like him for so long and overlook his sucky attitude.

yes,i find it funny for me to actually hang on and be with him these months. and i always thought that every fight we have, will be the last time we contact each other.

but its always that way.

i like his company,but i prefer him to be more sensitive.

well, ive accept his flaws long time ago,anws.

but i wonder how long can i hold on to this.

we're not even officially tgther yet.

bodo, aku sayang kau lar.

and im in good terms with firdaus chico back, but i will never bring out the topic about his gf. cause i know how much he's trying to avoid it.(:

Wednesday, October 24, 2007, 11:34 AM

you're a jerk, a certified asshole, haikal.

and yes im practically an idiot to fall for you over and over again.

im bored, i feel ike quitting school cos to the extend that I dont find the modules Im learning exciting at all.

i feel like im cheap cause I go around going out with different guys, no strings attach thou.

i feel so sinful I want kill myself for what Ive done in my entire life.

I feel so fat, i want to go for liposuction(wtvr you spell it)

i feel so sad and tired of life, I just wish to drink and get drunk everyday and at least I dont remmebr what Im doing, and its hell better.

Im freaking tired of being nice and polite to people, that I wish I can stuff hairy and black dicks into their mouth. ( I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME LAAA)

i think im much more beautiful than those people out there who people say they are beuatiful.

I think im thinking too much im driving insane and crazy.

OH GREATTT. JUST FCUKING GREATT!

Tuesday, October 23, 2007, 12:28 PM

this is so going to be one of the emo post, so keep your comments to yourself. ty

haikal hasnt been calling, and im so not bothered by him.

and looking thru the 3 yrs ex bf make me cry the wjole fcuking night.

what hurtful was to look at his picture with his gf.

and every 14th is our anni and his birthday. so yar, it is much more suckier lar sey.

i cried so hard, knowing my life is so pathetic i couldnt even move on from my past,and im still stuck in my own fcuking world.

whereas that fcuking exbf, is happily attach. over there. it sucks laaaaaaaaaaa.

i feel like screaming my lungs out.

and i hate that every where i go, it remind me of him.

and when i thought haikal will be there to at least make me smile, he's the one who make me mad and make me wanna kill myself.

he's always like dat,even thou how many times i told him to give in and at least be a gentleman.

but,ergh! forget it.

i cant let this out anywhere except here.

Monday, October 22, 2007, 12:59 PM

i hate it how much when i have an argument with haikal.

he may not see it as an argument, but well i do.

and i cant jolly well stand it anymore,so i burst.

well,we wanted to meet, and being me, i told him i got sch tmr, and i want go back early,

but he misunderstood it as I dont want to meet him.

and i was mad at him,and shouted at him.

ergh. i hate it it when haikal doesnt give in to me.

well maybe lets just forget about us eh,mat rep.

cant you change and not let history repeat itself.

im fcuking pissed off, and please dont make me piss off any further.

i hate haikal.PERIOD!

Saturday, October 20, 2007, 8:13 AM

THIS POST IS ESPECIALLY FOR DEAREST QUORFAINE BABES!(:

AKU RINDU KORANG BYK2 LAR SEY.

BILER NAK BUAT KEJE BODO LAGIK SAME2? HAHAA.

NURIRZAWATY
- the one who always a good listener,and the 'ADVISOR' of quorfaine. hal2 bdk quorfaine semue dier jage. haha.
the one who always consious about doing bad things, and ended up doing it cause we are all devils. hahahaha.
aku rindu kau banyak2. aku tau,kau pun rindu aku.(:
nanti jumper,aku nak picit2 tetek kao.
nyeahahahhaah!

AISYAH RIDZ
- the nonsense among 8 of us. she spit nonsense, but i still lvoe her no matter what. study hard for ur Os. and good luck with ur boyfie. and please, stop spouting nonsense. ok,aku sayang kau,giler.(:

ATIQAH(SORRY FARDLY FOR THE CROSS,I DONT MISS YOU.HEH)
- The nicest,the polite,the eeveryhing about her. NURSE eh atiq?(: i miss going sch with u. lepak and study tgther,cos we stay oh so near. i miss your fcuking laughter,and when you laugh,only god know how. hahaa. i love you also lar babe. and pls dont be always busy for us. and sorry if we ever hurt you cos of our behaviour(: we still sayang kau lar kudut(:

SARA DONNA
- N level da bis, da de keje, free kan? biler mau jumper? haha. the loudspeaker of this clique. i miss laughing at ur stupidity, ur jokes, and everything about you. THE YOUNGEST among us, yet so matured. dan jgn lar emo pasal jantan2 eh awak. haha,and please dunt get all emo and spout nonsense when we get drunk. we so dont like it.(: but wtvr, i still love you,bacin.

MASTURAH PORNSTAR
- minah rep kiter. haha. please take care of urself in ur condition. and please get out soon from girls' home. we so mis your nonsense and ur minah rep talkings and behaviour,even though how much we dislike it. stop giving trouble to ur family and ur dearest boyfie. we all love you(: FASTER COME OUT FRM PERTAPIS!

SHAHIRAH
- my lesbian partner. the one who make me laugh and make me mad at the same time. but i love the way she do it to me. and lets do more crazy stuff together. cos i love to do it with u. and better take care of urself, cos we love you.and ur bf love u too(: and ur the luckiest girl to have someone like that dork. hahaha.

SARABRADDY(i dont have time to cross Is's face.haha. i dont miss Is either)
- i fcuking miss the old maisara lar sey. maner maisara yg budak baik tuh? hahaa. wtr it is, I STILL LOVE YOU. and thanks for the nights when we go clubbing tgther with the girls and only the both of us. we go thru shits tgther,and we share secrets. and got drunk and help each other. haha. wtvr people say, we know u the best, and we fcuking stand by you.(:

OKAY,
I FUCKING MISS MY 7 GIRLFRIENDS. I WANT US TO HAVE A COMPLETE OUTING. WE WAIT FOR MASTURAH TO GO OUT FROM HOME, AND WE HAVE A REUNION DINNER. WE WILL PARTY LIKE HELL AND GET DRUNK AND LAUGH AT EACH OTHER STUPIDTITY. TO HEL WHAT OTHER SAY ABOUT EACH OF US, WE KOW EACH OTHER BETTER,AND WE GO THRU SHITS TOGETHER.(:
AND THE ONES WHO ALWAYS ACCEPT MY FLAWS AND THE ONE WHO LAUGH AND CRY WITH ME. NOONE IN THIS WORLD CAN REPLACE YOU GIRLS(:
AKU SAYANG QUORFAINE BYK2 LAR SEY!(:

, 7:26 AM

OK,new skin.

i wanted to change months ago, but there ant pretty ones, so i decide to stick to this.(:

weekends are super duper boring. parents are working, and gfs are out with their family.

ergh! and noone to accompany me to go anywhere.

and i whine to Haikal I was bored, and i forced him to quit his job and go out with me.

haha. but no he's not quiting,at least not because of me.

we thought of meeting each other late at nite ytd, but it was near midnight, and i told him lets meet up during his off days instead.

i seriously cant believe im in good terms again with haikal. i mean,we know each other ages ago,and we then fought over somethings, and now.

he's been nice to me nowadays, unlike me, im the one who always say bad things to him.

and he will just keep quiet,without arguing.

i really want to meet him real soon.

and i know some day down the road, i'll be blogging about how much i hate haikal

ironic isnt it?

caused months ago ive been blogging about haikal and his nonsensical life.

sometimes, love can really be blind.(:

yes,aku memang sayang haikal. haikal pon sayang aku.

haha

ok,itu memang tak perlu(:

Labels: all over again., i think im in love with you

, 5:48 AM

chatting with haikal was smtg made m smile at the middle of the day.

however smtg bad happen before meeting 3 was start.

and now its only the second team to present .

haikal said:
bye
♥Nuyul Aishah said:
bye ajer sey
♥Nuyul Aishah said:
hahaha
♥Nuyul Aishah said:
bye lar
*
haikal says:
heheh k sayang, u take care tau,,,i nk start keje ni,,,mwaks!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥Nuyul Aishah says:
hehehe
♥Nuyul Aishah says:
byeee
♥Nuyul Aishah says:
:)
♥Nuyul Aishah says:
take care

What made me sad was the convo with firdaus,

i didnt put any hope on us even.

but he's the one who was sweet talking.

and im not mad about him having a new gf,

but the thing that made me sad was that,

he apologised,

and i pretended not to knw anything.

and he gave a kiss,

and that made me almost to tear, but im in class.

and the sad thing was he said,

" i miss our laughter"

i end it with only an "ok..bye"

he's in australia btw, and it sucks.

but hell, im just sad guys are always the same.

it made me to tear cause he still give me a kiss even when hes attach.

thanks,asshole.

Thursday, October 18, 2007, 2:10 PM

did i ever told you people im not an angel.

im not a good person.

so dont judge me by that.

i have my flaws.

i go against the rules and religion,

but somehow, i'll come back.

so,please, i aint perfect.

and im not proud of it.

and i think i rather be bad than good,

caused i tried being bad, and its way much more fun.

but i know, life is too short.

so let me enjoy first, and i will come back to where i belong.

if you know what i mean

, 1:51 PM

so, we camwhored. and i so love you bitches of e36q!(:

we camwhore a lot,and we slack during work time. hahaa.

tell me about it!

and this is when everyone are alr tired of taking pictures.(:

THE ONLY COLOURED WALLS I SEE IN RP. LIKE TOTALLY. HAHAA

LOOK AT IKHLAS! HAHAA.STUPID MONKEY!(:

I LIKE THIS

AND I LAUGHED AT THAT WHEN THEY JUMPED. HAHA. IWAS LAZY,LIKE DUHH.
LOOK AT THESE MONKEYS TRYING TO JUMP SO SO MANY TIMES. AND THEY GOT TIRED. HAHAHA

, 11:57 AM

OK PICTURES. TONS OF IT!

THERES MORE,BUT BLOGGER WAS BEING SUCHA BITCH WHEN I TRY TO UPLOAD IT.

AND YES,THE PICTURES AND THE GREAT COMAPANY OF CLASSMATES ARE HILARIOUSLY FUNNY.(:

, 11:27 AM

sch is still the same boring white building and white walls everywhere.

but having fun parrtttayyy people( idiotic ikhlas line. HAHA!), like my classmates, make it worth going(:

took nonsensical picturesmand i'll upload it soon.(:

i love you partayyy people!( again, idiotic ikhlas's line)

and the short conversation with haikal, make my day more worth it.

haikal,aku rindu kau lar bodo!(:

this are some part of it(:
♥Nuyul Aishah said:
hahaha.
♥Nuyul Aishah said:
aah
♥Nuyul Aishah said:
u uh bodoh. org rindu, maner u tau

♥Nuyul Aishah said:
u kan slalu bz

♥Nuyul Aishah said:
hahaha

haikal said:
hahaha ala bz keje bukannye ngan pompuan kan

♥Nuyul Aishah said:
yer lar awak.

♥Nuyul Aishah said:
:)

haikal said:
ah tau pon

♥Nuyul Aishah said:
hehee.

haikal said:
hahaha ala bz keje bukannye ngan pompuan kan

♥Nuyul Aishah said:
yer lar awak.

♥Nuyul Aishah said:
:)

haikal said:
ah tau pon

♥Nuyul Aishah said:
hehee.

theres more, but i think its a bit too personal.
hahaa.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007, 11:56 AM

today was sucky.

esp the end of the day.

i was going home, and being Little Miss Forgetful, i forget to charge my MP4 at school.

and i swear i cursed myself for not doing so.

that results the convversations and what not supposed to be heard.

hahaa.

ok firstly i took 911 to Woodlands interchange,

and theres this group of Mat Reps board the bus. And they were standing near the exit door.

and they on music thru their handphones lar,

and i realised those mat reps listened to songs i am listening.

and i asked myself, was it me or was it them?

hahaa. and every single song they play, i have,and i listen to everyday!

or is it the other way round?

i listen to Mat Reps songs?hahaa.

maybe we go to same Clubs,and therefore the songs are the same.

all thanks to clubbing lar ehy, evryone listen and groove to the same songs.

next was in 969 bus to Tamp, this two pathetic Mat Reps was seriously testing my patience.

i dont fcuking know why they sat behind me,and then again,being Mats, they blast their songs too loud. and i think the purposely, put it near my ears.

and they are being sooo irritating. and yet again,the same songs.

hahaa.

i think i should stop listening to this kinda songs.

but ive been addicted to it eversince clubbing.

its soooo uncool when you know you have the same interest with the Mat Reps.

i repeat, NOT COOOL!

HAHAHAHA.

and not forgetting LITTLE MISS RED RIDING HOOD came when i was otw home

and yes, i stain on my skirt

pffffftttt

paiseyh sia! hahaha

Tuesday, October 16, 2007, 4:18 AM

ok, i love the second day of Hari raya better than the first day.

ignore the money part, cause i got lesser this year. and it sucks.

and this year raya, mom make up for me. and i love second day make up rather than the first day.

and ytd i was a happy girl. esp the late night talking with haikal bodo. haha.

we talked for so long. and i laughed like hell with him ytd.

i had somuch fun talkingwith him ytd. insteead of the normal small fights and sindir-ing each other.

and he want to meet my mom so much and come to my house. haha.

and we plann tomeet up real soon.

lets see if hes really busy or not.(:

and im in school on the third day of Hari Raya.

how nice of RP eh?

and ive yet to pay my sch fees which overdue today! haha.

die die die.