i had a great time laughing and smiling with haikal on the phone the night before raya.
its been a while since we laughed and make me have butterflies in my stomach all over again.
its so good to hear his voice and his laughter.
cause everytome he calls, he will call way past midnight, and me, being the bummer, will always be asleep by then.
but that night, i was pretty happy about it.
sometimes it weird knowing that he treat me like shit in the past,he still make my heart melt and make me get mad and angry at him.
but i like it this way.
i dont like the so called 'all sweet and mushy' relationships.
thats jsut not my thing!(: and speaking of which, he called me at one plus in the morning just now.
idiot, cant you call me earlier. so we can cathch up with each other(:
ANYWAYS,
celebration was allright.
didnt go anywhere except for my two grand mother's house.
sucky laaa. haha.
i hate going to my father's side,cause they always treat ouur family like transparent human being.
they cheat my dad's money, and they still dare do that to my dad.
wtf! ergh! enough.
my family will just keep quiet and my fcuking uncle will never give money to me and my siblings.
like wtf right! ergh! enough lar eh!(:
going out today also. and parents's worker will be coming to house later at night.
i cant wash my eyes in my own house! hahaa.
ok done, pictures taken are from mom's cybershot phone.
other pictures are in the camcorder,and im so lazy to transfer.
hahaa.(:
ps; the worst thing is that i still cry listening to my favourite raya song, Sepasang Kurung biru, and coincedentally it was the 3 yrs ex bf bday today. how niceeee~~~(: i still miss you lar pantat