here i am lying on my bed, and i feel like dying. i have no energy at all. went to school in the morning, vomiited a whole lot during first meeting, and went back during first break.
its been so long since I last felt sick. i went back taking cab cause I cant take the pain any longer. it costed me 15 buckeroos. gone just like that.
went home, sleep, woke up at 3 plus and went to see the family doctor. I guess its food poisoning, and i so dont like it when I have to vomit when my stomach is empty. it hurts a lot.
and i havnt ate anything since morning. i cant seem to feed myself.
oh godd, i have to regain my energy cause im going school tomorrow.
i feel so sucky inside. feeling nauseous everytime, and i hate it.
and noone care im dying here, well except for my loveliest classmates, well you know who you are. thank you. (:
saw atiq early in the morning, i so miss her siaaaaaa.
i have to go to school tmr. got UT and module briefing. shrugggssssss.
and exactly one more month to my birrthday, so not excited about it.
can i leave and go somewhere where noone knows my name? and start a new whole life there?
guess not.
