i so feel the need to have more parties. and party every weekend. if only my parents were not so strict about letitng me overnight. If only i was already legal, life would be so bliss. the only way for me to destress is to have fun and dance at the dancefloor. and get loose or like people say, " get drunk and wasted."
no worries at all when im in that state. ergh, i hate my current status, and not getting too much freedom. and if only mom trust cousin Pian, i can party with him every weekend.
but fat hope, they wont and never will. ergh.
and i wont be following the girls partying next week. oh shucks. im so going to miss the fun sials. ergh.
but hell, hopefully school holidays coming soon, and at least a party with gf would be great.
but sure just an underage party.
and did i told you cousin Pian told my brother and parents workers about me. malu giler siaooo. hahaa.
i so hate him. but well, im really craving to have more fun. and when can i have my freedom and be legal? ergh.
well, i just have to be patience.
tomorrow school. such a bore. haha.
but hoping the week to end fast cause i cant wait for the Aids Walk with the classmate.
but hopefullythe day wont let me think about Haikal too much,cause its his birthday.
and tell me, when is the next quorfaine outing?
