I still remember when i get drunk, that i ring Haikal up. And wanting to spit nonsense. But luckily LadyLuck was by my side, and make Haikal's hp spoilt. If not, I tell you I will literally die. And yes, somehow Haikal still come back in my life when I dont expect him to. Oh boy, why must all this be happening? I had enough of all these shits and nonsense. I want this to end just like that. Im the one who doesnt care if you have a secret to keep or to tell. I know everyone has a secret, and i want you to respect mine.
"And I want this to be over, I so want this to be through, In the end somehow it always comes back to you."
Im tired of everything in life right now. i miss my family a whole lot. I miss my girls a whole lot. I miss being a child a whole lot. I miss the past, to be short. But somehow, I know its reality check. I gotta move on and be strong. (:
three more days to sunday, Aids Walk with the classmates. Hopefully will be fun.
And three days to Haikal Bodo bday.
