its been quite a long time since i felt love, really.
really really love. not any of the dates that doesnt even involve feelings.
but after yesterday, after hearng him pouring his heart out about his feelings towards me, i swear i can fly. haha. (ok,bluffff!)
some of you people might know haikal thru the way i blogged about him. how he's not romantic and how inensitive he is towards me.
but to think back, like what I said to Waty ytd, sweet and mushy relationships aint my thing. and those harsh and ykow like the situation im in with haikal, suits me so well.
because Waty as a friend, will always advise me on how a guy should treat the girls well. And how bad haikal is.
i dont blame her, i took her advise anyways. and i appreciate it, babi.(:
however, like i told you ytd, imagine you have a sweet and mushy relationships, and like everywhere you go your bf will treat you so nice and hold and you will act all girly. and whenever you guys fight, you tend to look deep into those fights and maybe even a break up for those fights.
why?
because you are comfortable with being mushy and soooo close to him and so sweet and all nice together. and whenever you guys fight, you see it as he doesnt love you anymore. you tend to think negatively.
but look at my position,
we tend not to meet together always and always quarrel and always disagree with each other. people tend to look at us as a non stable relationship, but however we know everything is all right, and people dont know how much we appreciate each other,yes by always disagreeing with each other. and whenever he do something sweet which will be rarely, you tend to remember all those little things, and you find it much more worth it in that relationship cause he did something to make you smile despite all those fightings and arguments. And you overlook those fights cause its too casual for you. and you appreciate it that he cares about you.
really, reflect on what ive just typed down. and no, i dont mean you should be more violent towards your parnter, but look, i dont want those little fights that set me thinking whether I should be with you or not.
i want those little sweet things you did to me make me thing you're worth it.
(:
and yes, i love haikal, eventhough most of the time he's acting like a bitch.
so now you people know how i appreciate him.(:
and how much i tend to get into alot of fights and arguments with him. haha.
waty, ye, hidup aku confuse. apesal?! hahaha.
ok, i lup you pig.(:
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