things are not going my way, and it sucks. i swear i could break down and cry and get irritated and frustrated so easily.
everything was all right with me and haikal ytd night, we joked, and laughed like never before, but then things changed because of the things i said, and he thought i was blaming him and feel as if im being sacarstic to him.
i hung up on him for once yesterday, and my hp was also being such a bitch and off-ed by itself, and i dont know whether he called back or not, but i really dont care.
and with me being anry and frustrated enough already, i was cursing and swearing at haikal and dozed off.
and my hp is being a pain in the arse, and i want to get a phone changed. and i dont know whether haikal is oging to call me back or never. but i dont really care cause this happened alot of times, but ytd was the worst, it was my fault anws, but no way i am going to call him, cause he's one stubborn bitch.
and instead of meeting me, he went to lepak under his block with his friends.
ahhh, bagos uh, amalkan slalu. kau dgn kawan2 mat rep kau bole kawin pas tuh main same2. eh eh eh.
ok sorry, im just soo mad at him fornot being clear and understand what im trying to say and by ow you should know how much i need you, asshole.
and you get mad about the fact im saying, but really, i didnt want to tell you, cause I know it will hurt you, and i was being such an understanding friend not to only think about myself.yes,friend.
