Ive been bloghopping to many2 different blogs. And I even came across MrNiceGuy's ex girlfriend. Maybe it is a small world. Yes, MrNiceGuy is so called a popular guy in the cyber world. And if i say out his name, some of you may know him even. (: oh wells, things got a bit messed up between us, and we think its better to stop, and I think im grateful because I didnt loved you. Not even once. So, im not suffering like I was before with other guys. Anyhoos, there's tons and tons pretty laydees man! Like seriously, too many! And i got so envious and jealous. I guess Im one of those unlucky people who is not beautiful. Oh shiat, who the hell care, for now. Eventhough how much my life is such a dread, I accept things as what they are. (: Im one of those big and fat women, but Im pretty much contented with my life. And who cares if you want to bring me down just by saying im just a few centimeters larger than you. Who cares if you have a prettyface but a foul heart and mouth? I dont pretty much believe in karma, but hell, what goes around, comes around, I hope. (:
On the other note, Im so jealous of people around me having boyfriends, and to have their loved ones having to be by their side like 24/7. Jealous deyyy aku. Sometimes, I miss having someone to call me in the middle of my class, and I have to whisper to them or run out of the class to talk to them. Or to have someone to text me in the middle of school where Im squeezing my brain juice out, and make me smile. Not any someone, well, someone who steal my heart gitu lorrh. Macam sweets gitu kan? I really havnt felt that way for wayyyyyyy toooo looonnngggg (sorry for the exaggerating explainations! ) But, really lor, like so long alr never felt that way. (:
Find me a boyfriend can? HAHA! (:
EH,IM 17 YEARS OLD AND ONE MONTH TOMORROW! WHATS THE BIG DEAL KAN! KAWAN AKU DA 18 SIAAAAA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. OK DAR, BYE! (:
Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it
I wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Again
Ive been bloghopping to many2 different blogs. And I even came across MrNiceGuy's ex girlfriend. Maybe it is a small world. Yes, MrNiceGuy is so called a popular guy in the cyber world. And if i say out his name, some of you may know him even. (: oh wells, things got a bit messed up between us, and we think its better to stop, and I think im grateful because I didnt loved you. Not even once. So, im not suffering like I was before with other guys.