Ive learnt new things in life eversince I met you. maybe since the day I've learnt how to appreciate every single things around me. you made me gain my confidence. and i know you cared about me too much. And thanks for all that, eventhough I don't thank you that much. But however, I think I'm in love with you, friend. I hate to like a friend. Cause once I did, my heart take over my mind, and do stupid stuffs to get you. But for now, its just me and my heart. I hate to say I love you. But I think its just affection that taking over. I hate i hate i hate this feeling. It make me crazy and wanting you to me and only me only. And I got jealous by some stupid girls who get close to you. And I only realise that I'm just one of your friends. See how foolish can my heart get? Dear heart, please don't make me lose a friend over the affectionate feelings for the second time. The first was a major disaster for me. And when I thought I'm all grown up and wiser, this stupid heart of mine have to take over my mind. And I'm pretty much sure my mind is much more mature than my heart.
Labels: foolish heart., stupid confession
