the reason for Hiatus was because I somehow lost the hope of living for a moment.
too much on my mind. too much time spend thinking about the hurtful past.
its one of the worst moment in my life, just yet. too much reflecting doesn't bring any good i guess. I don't know why these tears fell for the last 3 nights. I really don't. It will fall, and leading me to have massive eye bags in the morning. I'm too tired of life. For now, I don't wish to care, really. I'm too tired of school, friends, boys, and brothers. Parents are fine for now. I think I cant blame them for not being there for me, I guess I cant open my heart and tell them about my problems. Let me bear them by myself. I'll be all right after a few sessions of crying and pondering about my stupid problems. For now, come what may. I gave up on trying and pretending to be perfect and stuffs nots. Oh wells, nevertheless, thanks for those who cared to ask about my condition the past days. Lee, Wahtee, Karenn (eventho you don't really ask but thanks for making me laugh so hard.) and those online friends. Oh wells, I'm all right for now. I guess. (:
