you and i.

Thursday, February 28, 2008, 2:28 PM

I just got back from Terminal 3 with family. Today I ate a whole lot! =) We have our early dinner at Earle Swensens. And I ate very very much you know. Makin gemok lar aku ni. Haha. I had my Ice Cream Fondue with the family. And its so sinful, yet so sedap laaa. haha. And walked around there. I only bought a concealer at Body Shop. Not much to shop lar over there. And I bought a Teddy Bear, which I forced Mama to buy for me cause I want one so I can cuddle it every night. Haha. Manje tak aku? Haha. Im very very happy the state and how my family is going on. And Daddy was being so irritating nowadays. What made me laughed jsut now when he and Mama was argueing about something, and he will just say, " ye lar sayang, semue I sala. I yang sala. You jer tak sala." And I was laughing my ass off, and Mama was still complaining, and he just repeat those words. Haha.

So, yes, I get to take Singapore Flyer with the other girls. Sorry la Shiera sayang, I cannot give you the tickets. next time eh babeyh? =) But we got to meet up man for this week! got to! MUST! =)

Wednesday, February 27, 2008, 11:47 AM

Met up with the two girls, Wahtee and Mai. I wanted to go post some letters. And so yea, had our very late lunch together at MacDonalds. And proceed to Mai's house. Nothing much today. And while one was busy on the laptop, and the other who was busy sleeping, I was busy minding my own business. Haha. =)

One minute she's awake.

the other, she's asleep like a pig. haha!

And both went to sleep in their uniforms. Eeeyeeerrrr! Hahaaa.

And this part, I was bored laaaaa. Haha.

Ok, Im done for today! =)

Tuesday, February 26, 2008, 12:49 PM

- muker aku tak perlu. hahaha.

I got pissed off when the hot soup poured onto my hand. And I was showing attitude towards my parents. But they are always being nice, and Dad irritated me with his stupid and corny jokes, and ended up making me smile. And Mama told me to go buy some clothes for my Cambodia trip. =) Sorry aye Daddy. Mama! I still love you guys thou.

Sadly, I wont be taking Singapore Flyer with the girlfriends cause on the 2nd March, its already fully booked. Sadd sangatttttttt. =( They will be going on the 8th, where Im already in Cambodia. Alaaa, bingit tauuuuu! Nvm, maybe its not my luck. I cant take the SIngapore Flyer with family, cause Mama has a fear of heights. So, tell me when I can? I also dont know. Haha.

Im packing my luggage to Cambodia soon. Cause Mama has been bugging me to. Grrrr!

Monday, February 25, 2008, 12:34 PM

Ubin was fun. No, its not fun. The people there made it fun. =) At least I have those kecoh people to keep me going. I think if it werent for them, I be dreading the trip. haha. I wont blog much about the Ubin trip. Just that I walked for more than 5 kms for about 4 hours. Yes, Im a lazy pig, so its a big thing for me. But, amazingly, it wasnt so much tiring as what I expected la. But the place we were staying, the water in Ubin, ergh. omg. Haha. Lets say its very very very very way very different from the mainland. And the mosquitoes were actually killing me. Haha. It was overall fun, cause I have the bestest people around me. So, I have 9 more days in Singapore before I actually go to Cambodia for 14 days. I think I should pack soon, before I go out and enjoy myself with my girlfriends. And only 2 days there, Im darker, and I missed the mainland food. Haha. And Daddy was nice to let me order from MacDonalds, and they just went back and bought for me Black Pepper Spaghetti with Lobster from Swensens. Best apeeeee. Hahaa. =)

Alryts, darla, I want to get back to get some sleep Eventhough I just woke up 2 hours ago. Haha.

Saturday, February 23, 2008, 5:25 AM

When I thought everything was over between us, you came just at the wrong time to blame me for everything.

Haikal texted me at around 1 plus in the morning last night. He blamed me for not caring, and some other stuffs. I admit, I got my own ego. Yes, very much. Cause I am never nice to guys. I never text, call, or even MSN him or any other guys first. And maybe thats because how he felt. But that's just me. He now blamed me for everything. Im just a normal human being, who hates getting the blame all to myself. But he doesnt realise it himself. What made me more mad at him, when he said Im nonsense and I am never ready to have a bf. WTF. You dont have to say that lar, bodo. I was so mad at him la. And I was talking to Khai when I was argueing with him thru text messaging. And I told Khai everything about him. And Khai was sweet enough to make me feel better, by making me laugh and laugh. He kept singing, and I kept whining and complaining to him. But really, I got no more feelings for Haikal anymore. Arghhhh, dont know laaaaaaa. I dont care la. I had enough of trying to mend the borken things, but now, I dont wish to bother. Im off to pack my things for tomorrow! Miss me for the weekends. Hopefully, i wont die there without laptops, cellphones, aircons, hahahaa. omg, I sound so spoilt. =)

Friday, February 22, 2008, 5:17 PM

Met up with girlfriends for a short while just now to Town. It was a short, but a fun one. Especially with Aisyah, one of the girlfriends I rarely get to meet cause of her working schedule. So yea, to Far East to get Mai's bag. And end up Wahtee bought one too. And me and Mai bought the exact same shoes. Haha. Bag samer, kasut samer. Hahaa.

After that, to Giant with parents and little brother. Shopped a lot. Haha. And Im pretty much happy Daddy has been treating me like the way he used to. =) Im tired right now. Im not working tomorrow either, cause I told Mama I need to get ready for my Pulau Ubin trip. And she agreed. Yay! Pulau Ubin trip this weekend! I cant wait to torture myself dey. Hahaa. SO NOT ME! =)

Im tired now, enjoy the pictures below. I miss girlfriends, already. Nytes darlingss !

My favourite picture for today! =) Cause everyone is in the picture la. Aku sayang korang like crazy pig!

, 5:03 AM

Ikhlas did this. Sweet eh Ikhlas? Hahaa. I miss school. I miss E36Q. I miss the class bitches. =(

, 4:07 AM

I didnt update yesterday cause someone was busy talking on the phone with me. And forcing me to shut down my lappy. Thanks eh gay. =)
Anyhoots, yesterday, was really a last minute meeting with the girls after my work. We thought of going to Novena at first, but initially, parents wanted to ring me to Giant to buy my Cambodia stuffs. But ended up, Daddy's friend is coming, so yea, proceed to call the girls. And went to Parkway Parade instead. So yea, went to Giant, and bought my sleeping bag for $40 plus. Haha. Mama got a shocked when I stated the price, but I just said, " Its the quality that matter. I odnt care about the price" Haha. And, she agreed with me! =) Chilled at Starbucks, and as usual talk cock, and just laugh our ass off. Am going to miss them for the next few weeks. Prolly going to Sentosa next week. I cant wait either.
Meeting the girls later on also. To town cause Mai want to buy something. Before I blog this post, I actually have tons to type about. But now, I dont know what to blog about. Hahaa. So, yea, I end it here. =)
Oh ya, my GPA for Semester 2 sucks, really. Hahahaha. 2.95!!! Wth, i know. hahaa. Semester 1 was 3.10. Haha, I really should buck up man.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008, 3:07 PM

Got the vaccines just now. I was really really scared. Wel, not really la. If I were to be so scared, I wont be the third person to get injected. Haha.It just irks me up man when the thought of needles entering my body, and then pulling it out all over again. And yes, the side effect, the pain after that. Its really troublesome and painful. Haha. I should stop whining, really. 2 more weeks to Cambodia man! 2nd march taking Singapore Flyer with my girlfriends! And prolly going to Kuala Lumpur with my aunts and cousins when I get back from Cambodia. OoohLala, I cant wait you know. =))

And now whenever my personal life starting to get sucky, my problems at home are getting better. Sukeeerrr sgt. Im back talking or shall I say joking, talking craps with Dad like the old times. Its really true what people say, by the end of the day, your family sill still be the top priority and be the one making you smile.=) Saturday going to Pulau Ubin with the Cambodia people. And, I cant meet my girlfriends, sad laaaa. Haha. Speaking of which, last week was really the most time I met up with them. I shall say everyday except for two days. Haha. Best ape? Sumpah sak, aku sayang korang like crazy pig (read:Gila Babi!) Haha.

I have to work tomorrow laaa. Sucky, man. I told Mama I want her to make for me an ATM card soon, cause its much more easier laa. Mama has never trusted me with financial stuffs. Haha. I remembered Dad used to say to her to give me a credit card, so that I have my income money. She greatly objected it! Haha. If not, I just have to flash my credit card anywhere man. Hahaa. Ok la, Im turning in soon. But I have to talk to gay boy on the phone first cause he's been forcing me to call him. Stupid gay boy! =) Nytes, sweethearts!

ps; I miss longhair. I want do something to my hairrrr. I want to highlight it white now. Hahaa! Ok, i shall stop being too fickle minded. Byeeeeee!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008, 12:26 PM

Tomorrow is the health check at TTSH. Die die die! I will get vaccinations. Im scared of needles/bloods and anything to do with those health thingy. Hahaa. I have to be brave man. Im really really scared, yknow. Haha. Badan jer besar, tapi dgn jarum pon takot! HAHAHA.

I got nothing to blog for now, really. My relationship with Dad is back to normal. Yay! Means, more pocket moey, cause Daddy is not stingy like Mama! Haha! I want to have my retail therapy with parents soon, man! I got more things on my wishlists. And whats more, going to Cambodia, I want/need to buy many many things. Haha, actually, its just an excuse laa. hahaa. I just want them to follow me to go shopping, cause they will fork out the money. Best apeeeee. =)

keluhan hatiku tak siapa yg tahu. ku simpan semua sebak didada

[edited @ 12:05 am, 19.02.2007]

And now, it striked me, that every guy I met/dated/know/get close with is attached. Those who used to say they have feelings, and say they will wait for me. Obviously, I did not fall for that. Or maybe I was just too choosy? I dont know. T o think of it, some people do want me, but my heart cant seems to open up when there's someone who wants to reach my heart. Reason being is that, I still have the thoughts of all guys are the same. Therefore, resulting me to igore all of them. I know eventhough they are attached right now, they wont last. And IF I was in that girl position, I think I be the dumbest. Maybe they are too weak, fall for their sweet talking words fast enough. And I wonder, how guys actually feel when they do all these. Ive known a few of them who already attached, still wants to get to know girls behind their girlfriends. It heartbreaking, but, I htink life is just too cruel. I cant imagine how these guys actually felt. Is their love too cheap? People say move on, but it seems like they move on pretty fast, aye? To be truth, Im sick of the word love. It revolves around me too much. How much I want to run away from it, it just coming back to me. It hurts, really. I dont know how many times I felt that I wanted a boyfriend so much, I miss being loved, really. Really, really. I think love is a major thing in this world. I dont know how much I kept ranting about this. I just dont now where to rant it all out and crymy heart out. Yes, even typing all these, making me realised how much Ive been missing of those lovey dovey times. While others are clinging on to their loved ones, Im stuck here, blogging like a loner. Argh, shucks! I should stop letting my emotions all out here. I should get some sleep before my parents come back and ask questions. Sumpah, aku rindu Fahmi. =(

Sunday, February 17, 2008, 3:30 PM

The girls came over my house. Wahtee did her project for a while with her friend, Fizah. And when it was eight, we proceed to Pasar Malam and bought our dinner. Watched this malay movie. And basically thats how my Saturday went. =)
Anyhoots, tomorrow was supposed to go out with Fadly, but I dont know. See first la. I dont feel like going out. And if he doesnt text or call me, I shall just say forget it. And now I wonder, am i the worst among the worst? I mean, some people, I shall say who has a mean-er heart, uglier attitude than me, still have a boyfriend, despite all their obvious flaws. And why cant anyone accept my flaws as what they are. And accept me for who I am. It made me feel as if Im just a useless person, one whom people doesnt appreciate my presence. To think about it, looks does matter in this world. Just too bad huh, I was born ugly and too many flaws. And how much I missed having someone caling me by those sweet names, make me the first one he call in the morning, make me the last one he call late at night. Its been centuries Ive felt good in that way. Oh wells, people may see I have everything I want. But its been too long already, and I definitely miss all that. And another thing, I think Im growing way too fast, I mean, I dont wish to be an adult so soon. Im not ready to face all those different problems. Enough ranting already, Nuyul. Haha! Im going to face this laptop till late at night, and prolly hog on the phone with the girlfriends again at night! Nytes darlings!

Saturday, February 16, 2008, 2:31 PM

I feel so sick to the stomach right now. Ive vomitted thrice, and now my head is spinning round and round like a roller coaster. Haha! And to top all that, I think Im dumb to let MrNiceGuy go. I should fight for my love rights and now I think im regretting bits and pieces of it. I really am missing how much we use to click and laugh very very very loud at every conversations we had. How nice can that be? I really miss him. I should fight for my rights man! Nvm, its okay. Its just that i miss talking to him. Call lar aku balik, kiter jadi friend2 pon aku tak kisa sia! Hahaa.

Anyhoots, I went out for a while with Mai just now. Went to do her eyebrow shaping near my area, and we proceed to Tampines Mall. Had our lunch at Food Culture. Saw Leeyana!!!! =)

That place where I used to have lunch with MrNiceGuy, and I was thinking about him all the time when I was there. Haissss.=(

Went to take a breather beside Starbucks. Talked and talked about all the things that we can talk. Haha. Went home before it turns dark. And I dont know why I feel so restless now. =(

On a brighter note, I loss 3 kilograms within 3 weeks. Bestt apeeee? Korang tak percaye I was on a diet kan? Hhahahaha! I want to lose more weight laaa seyy! Hahaa! Gwe sunnguh gembira sekaliiii. =)

, 4:32 AM

Okay, pictures time. haha. Theres tons of pictures, and im lazy to edit all of them. Haha. Looking back at the pictures remind me how fun was yesterday outings. I definitely spend time with my loved ones fruitfully.

The start of the day.

Okay, fromnow on, ignore our stupid and retarded faces, cause we were trying to let out the smoke. Haha!

Mai stated itu lambang Quorfaine. HAHA!

And Shiera actually has to go back cause she wants to watch American Idol.-___- Haha! And she even asked her boyfriend to go 200km/h! Haha. Sanggup apeeee? Haha.

The loved ones, my loveliest girlfriends. =)