Sunday, February 17, 2008, 3:30 PM
The girls came over my house. Wahtee did her project for a while with her friend, Fizah. And when it was eight, we proceed to Pasar Malam and bought our dinner. Watched this malay movie. And basically thats how my Saturday went. =)
Anyhoots, tomorrow was supposed to go out with Fadly, but I dont know. See first la. I dont feel like going out. And if he doesnt text or call me, I shall just say forget it. And now I wonder, am i the worst among the worst? I mean, some people, I shall say who has a mean-er heart, uglier attitude than me, still have a boyfriend, despite all their obvious flaws. And why cant anyone accept my flaws as what they are. And accept me for who I am. It made me feel as if Im just a useless person, one whom people doesnt appreciate my presence. To think about it, looks does matter in this world. Just too bad huh, I was born ugly and too many flaws. And how much I missed having someone caling me by those sweet names, make me the first one he call in the morning, make me the last one he call late at night. Its been centuries Ive felt good in that way. Oh wells, people may see I have everything I want. But its been too long already, and I definitely miss all that. And another thing, I think Im growing way too fast, I mean, I dont wish to be an adult so soon. Im not ready to face all those different problems. Enough ranting already, Nuyul. Haha! Im going to face this laptop till late at night, and prolly hog on the phone with the girlfriends again at night! Nytes darlings!
The girls came over my house. Wahtee did her project for a while with her friend, Fizah. And when it was eight, we proceed to Pasar Malam and bought our dinner. Watched this malay movie. And basically thats how my Saturday went. =)