Im sleepy, but I cant sleep. I hate my holidays. I cant go anywhere, and Im not getting any pocket money. I will be going job hunting soon. I need to get out of this house at times. Noone to talk to on the phone late night, cause everyone is out. Prolly be hogging on the phone with Khai. Till he slept while talking to me like yesterday. Ergh, stupid gay! Talking to him will always have arguments man! Oh wells, its nice to have someone to argue with. =)And this month being February, which is the month of love. I miss going on date. I miss getting flowers. Getting chocolates, getting wrapped presents from the opposite sex. No, maybe I dont really celebrate Valentines, but jsut a normal date. Macam sweet gitu kan? Haha.
Speaking of which, I miss having fun. Its been agess ince I last laughed my ass off with my loved ones, and not havin to worry about anything, but to live life to the fullest. I really miss all that man! I miss being childish and just having fun and so much fun! And I cant wait to get legal, club and club. And get high without the need to worry. Haha. Wait, i forget my parents know about my habits already! Haha. Oh wells, I hope I will do all that when Im legal already. i hope so. =)
Lately Ive been listening to alot of old love songs, and it actually made me teared. Im extra sensitive nowadays.I dont know why. =)