KNNCCB! CB CB CB CB!!!!! I CANNOT SIGN IN TO MSN LAR SIAL! ERGHHHH! I THINK IM HAVING PMS RIGHT NOW, WHICH I NEVER EXPERIENCED. CIBAI LAR MSN! FCUK YOUUUUU! I CANT ENTER MY CURRENT MSN, AND I TRIED TO SIGN IN MY OLD MSN CAN SIAL!! ERGHHH!
OK SORRY, FOR THE VULGARITIES. AND IM SO NOT IN THE MOOD TO DO ANYTHING, BUT TO STARE AT EMPTY SPACES. NOW WHAT?! CIBAI ! I think pms is taking over me now. go and die la.
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I gave up. I cant enter into MSN. I dont fcuking know why. Now I cant enter both acocunt. Screw it laaaa. Aku give up. I actually cried. I know, lame. I was super stress. I whine and even cried when I talked to Khai on the phone. Fcuk it laa! Stress siak kepale otak aku!
And I actually cried for the first time for MrNiceGuy. Padahal aku janji aku tak nak nangis pasal si sundal tuh sia! Ok fine, im mad, thats why im blogging in Malay. And did I tell you me and my Dad now are like strangers? Yes, totally strangers, its either we will argue and bring up the past whenever we open our mouth to talk to each other. Or we just pretend either of us actually exists in this world. I cant be bothered to make you happy or trying to make things work between us anymore. I did tried, but you're th eone who thinks Im the only one to blame! Look at you, you used to did what I did to you! Stop lying to me about your past. I jolly know your past. And you cant accept it when karma happens back at your face. Futhermore, you think you gave me enough. You have money, so what if we are rich, no use if you dont have the time for your family. I still remember you and Mama used to fight about your past. I was big enough to understand everything. You think im still what, 5? I just had enough. I still got Mama, at least I think so. Cause she doesnt go around treating me like stranger. Mother knows best huh? Ergh. Fcuk lar everything.
