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edited @ 11:13 PM
I cant believe I left with just another day in Singapore before I fly to Cambodia for 2 whole frigigng weeks! Im going to be away without Mama and Daddy beside me. And eventhough not always, I cant call and yak with my girlfriends. And going to miss talking to bestfriend over the phone till late at night. And I actually cried just now. And now. Haha! Yes, im super duper ultra very extra super sensitive. So, dont mind me! Hahaa. So, lets just see who cares, and misses me when im gone for 2 weeks? And Im really looking forward to the KL trip with aunts straightaway after that. I really wish to get away from SIngapore, cause I have so many things up in my mind, which is just too personal, and im not sharing it with anyone. I just need time and space and occupy myself with some things. And far away from here. I admit, I have my own ego. Let's just say Im having too many things on my mind, and my heart and mind is not at ease for now. =) And next year prolly im going to maid's village for some peace of mind. Or maybe I tell Mama I want go there much earlier. Release stress. Haisss, I should now turn in to bed, before I start crying infornt of my lappie, and before Daddy and Mama wake up and ask me too many questions. =(