i always have that thought in me that lingers saying i am a young woman who shall not let any guys ditch or play me around.
And I should do that to guys instead. Honestly, Ive been doing that. Instead of feeling good, I feel like shiats at the end of the day. Like going out with a guy and then knowing when you get back home you never going to be with him. Giving them empty promises and make them feel as if they are one of those diamonds in my life. In the end I am the one feeling hurt.
eventhough how much my heart doesn't believe or trust in love no more, sometimes it just urge for a permanent companion. i think ive met every single guy in this world. well maybe not all. thank god i don't meet those vicious killer or criminal. but be it good or bad in the inside or outside, i think guys are still those heartless creature. their balls are equivalent to their brains. Like for reaaaall! Haha.
anyways, Ive thought of settling down for real sooner or later. With who? I dont know. Oh. maybe I know. But oh wells, let time decide everything.
psst, this post is just so random cause im letting time pass while waiting for bestfriend to call me. Good nyte darlings!
