I hate random arguments I'm having at home. Yes, prolly I'm not the one being blame, but I do feel the stress here. So much for hoping to have a more easier life when Im back here in Singapore. Oh shucks, I guess that's what life is all about. I had a dream. A sad one, in fact about those delightful kids over at Cambodia. It was very very sad. I remembered waking up with tears rolling down my cheeks. I told Mama I want to go back there. And Mama just held my hands and told me the kids over there are going to be all right. Just to think of it, only last week I was still there playing around and having those bonding session with the kids. I'm now looking at their pictures given by both my sayangs, and I am actually crying. Yes, I am indeed very emotional and sensitive. And I really hope I will be going there again in December with the same fun people!
Enough about that. Anyways, Im stuck at home today. It was raining, and I am too lazy to call anyone out. Haha. Yes, I am THAT lazy. Haha. Prolly tomorrow going to meet my girlfriends. And Friday morning off to Kuala Lumpur for 2 days only. Be back on Saturday night I think.
Boy, you make my heart beating way faster than normal. Kept having butterflies when I'm with you. Tell me is this feeling for real, or its just another cliche affection thingy I have for guys? And you know how much we exchanged the same feelings. What if things don't go like how we planned it out? Then it all comes back to square one. I hope your words are not sweet nothings. Cause I really really like you.
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