Friday, April 04, 2008, 3:09 PM
I’ve set my ego aside, and talked to Haikal a few hours ago. Well, not literally talk, I added him back in messenger, and asked him the clichéd stuffs about this and that. However, I don’t know whether to feel happy, sad or relieved. Happy because he is not mad and I can actually sense a difference in him. Sad because he told me about his lifem and how people around him are treating him, and whats his problems are about. Its very saddening, especially his condition in his workplace and stuffs. Relieved because he said he felt that way cause I came at the right time to give him support and words of encouragement.
I know it may be just words, but I am really honest with everything I said to you. And you know how much I tried running away, and be egoistic, you just know that I have that soft part in me that maybe only you know. Eversince I knew you, we may be verbally abusive human beings, but we both know how to touch each other’s soft sides. I can only offer you listening ears and a shoulder to cry on for now. That’s how much I can offer to you right now eventho how much I wish I can be right there beside you. I wouldn’t want to see you give up, cause knowing your family state, and what your brother had went through, its not going to be easy for them and also. I just hope and always pray the best for you and your family.
I’ve set my ego aside, and talked to Haikal a few hours ago. Well, not literally talk, I added him back in messenger, and asked him the clichéd stuffs about this and that. However, I don’t know whether to feel happy, sad or relieved. Happy because he is not mad and I can actually sense a difference in him. Sad because he told me about his lifem and how people around him are treating him, and whats his problems are about. Its very saddening, especially his condition in his workplace and stuffs. Relieved because he said he felt that way cause I came at the right time to give him support and words of encouragement.