Ive always hate this kinda feeling. Where I get intimately close with the opposite sex, and I know the next day we are nothing but just friends. No, it not love. Well I know how to handle it, play my cards well, but like any other girl, every time the day ends, I will reflect on myself asking questions like, " When am I going to settle down?", " When will someone be close, and love me for who I am, and not only just for show?"
I hate this feeling now cause it keeps running through my mind. It feel good while it lasted. But I dont want that, I want more than that. I want someone who can be there and look at my morning face and overlook all the obvious flaws I have instead.
Ok enough, Im just upset. Feeling shitty all inside and all. If you understand.
Anyways on a brighter note, ITS HOLIDAY BABYYYYYY! 2 WEEKS ONLY! BUT WHO CARES,IM HAVING HOLIDAYYYSSSS. =)
