Dearest boy, I think I want you to be mine. It was nice for you to wait for me patiently. You're the only guy that doesnt go for my body and all. You see the side of me where it touches me. I have to agree, I always being egoistic and never treat you nice. Whenever you say nice things to me, I will only ignore or laugh it all away.You overlook my flaws, and said you be there for me. I dont know, maybe its all just sweet words? But honestly, I dont feel like any thing that any guy used to said to me. Where everytime they gave me sweet words, I will melt. I dont know how I feel towards you. Its just that you are too nice for me. I may be giving you a chance, cause you're just different from the other guys I know.
But boy,
Im sorry if I give you hell with my attitude and behaviour. Im just afraid of the past, thats all. Im sorry to blame it all on you. I love myself more than you. That is why I do all that to you. Im sorry, really I do. And thanks for putting up with my nonsensical behaviour, cause I know Im not being fair towards you.
I really really really like you.
And thanks for loving me boy. But I hope its just not for show this time round.