Its funny how you told me stories. It just doesnt link, and I sense it's all just lies and pretend. Im not sure. But Im just sensing it this way. I dont care about your relationship with the ex boyfriend. I was very wary of what I post about what happened between all of us, because of that jerk. Not that Im not over it, just that, its funny how people are able to be proud of their shameful acts. I know very well that the ex boyfriend was a player and a flirt. I was the one who played with fire. But you cant blame me, I was blinded by his pretend love and his sweet words. But Im not stupid enough to be blinded by his love and gave my body for him. Some of you may know who she is. No doubt she approached me in a nice way, we become so called friends. I read her blog entry, and some of the response from the online friends. they called her stupid and said it wasnt love that happened between you and the ex boyfriend.
I was quite puzzled knowing you got attached to the ex boyfriend just recently, infact after I was attached to him. But then on the phone you told me you're one month pregnant. Its funny how these two things doesnt make any sense. You cried to me on the phone and we talked online, but I always listen but never did trust you.
You may handle his account and tell the world he's yours. He told me many times too, to handle his account online, and tell the people out there that he's mine and Im his. But I didnt want to, cause I respect his private space. But look what happened to us, we end up not being together.
People may see you as a player, yes, indeed you are. But honestly, you did made me happy and over the moon when I was with you. Tell me how can I not fall and trust you, when you wont let me let go off my hands of you whenever we're outside, when you held my hands when you were eating, kissing me on my lips,forehead and cheeks every now and then when we're outside together, when I met your family, and when your family treat me nice and all, when you told me you will beat up every guy that stands in our way, when just everything. Yes, you acted it all out so well.
I was happy without doubt when I was with you. Those times together, when I thought we lasted forever. But a player will still be a player forever. Ive never regretted loving you at the point of time, caused you did made me felt good and loved at that moment. No, im not missing you. Its just that, Im trying to forget you, but this girl, your 'wife', is part of my friend now, and that your letter that you asked me keep hold of it, is still stuck at my wardrobe, those pictures we exchanged and we took, I have yet to put it away from me.
It feels so crazy, knowing you're doing this to just too many girls. I wonder whether when I was with you, it came across your mind that you say this, " I wouldnt want to hurt this girl, she's too nice, too precious, maybe I can love her for real." I wonder what was on your mind,boy.
Now, if it does happened you are the father of that girl's child, I just hope you changed for the better for the sake of the child and your family. I pity your family. I pity that unborn child,which is not sinful. Which doesnt know anything. To have liars, and players as his/her parents.
I hope a karma hit on you, and open up your eyes, and your mind.
Its funny how you told me stories. It just doesnt link, and I sense it's all just lies and pretend. Im not sure. But Im just sensing it this way. I dont care about your relationship with the ex boyfriend. I was very wary of what I post about what happened between all of us, because of that jerk. Not that Im not over it, just that, its funny how people are able to be proud of their shameful acts. I know very well that the ex boyfriend was a player and a flirt. I was the one who played with fire. But you cant blame me, I was blinded by his pretend love and his sweet words. 