Its weekend babyyyyyyyyyyy! Happy or whaaaat.Im going to meet my girls tomorrow and relax my body mind and soul. Chey, like real only. Nyehaha. Im feeling abit better though after those shits that I went through. But something just seems to stuck on my mind. Maybe what girlfriends said are true, it jsut takes time to forget about him. Well, love isnt always fair,aint it? Argh, fuck love. Haha.
I really need to motivate myself to do this and to do that. I need to be clever in prioritising my schedule. Ive been neglecting school, I admit. I wasnt in a good state of mind to think about that all. So yes, hopefully I be back on track and get those B grades back on track, cause Ive been seeing Cs and Ds. Making my grade look ugly. Haha. And UTs grades are wayyy much more uglier. Yes, I got one D already. Blame it on myself, cause I didnt study for my tests.
And I have yet to choose my elective module for next semester. Grrr. Maybe later on. Ok, enough about school already! :D
Sometimes, really parents know the best. I find it weird, when I was really sick last week, and after the break up with Ikin, Dad asked me, " Are you ok? Is anything the matter? You are sick I know, but I guess theres so many things on your mind. Isit school? Or other matters? You can always talk to us you know." How I wish, I can just cry and hug them and tell them everything. If only my parents were that open minded. Oh wells, I should be grateful for whatever they gave me.
At this point of time, I should may be meet other guys, find new friends to get over my heart ache, but as for now, I make a point to do less of that. I dont wish for my feelings to get meddle as for now. It hurts so deep, that only God knows. I know I deserved someone way much better than him, but now I just want to be free of the matter of the heart and feelings involved. Tell me the ways to mend a broken heart can? Nyehahahah.
Take care peopleeeeee! And have a nice weekend!
Its weekend babyyyyyyyyyyy! Happy or whaaaat.