Friday, June 20, 2008, 8:51 AM
Ive been feeling sick to the stomach. Vomiting nothing but just water, and it hurts. I have yet to eat since I dont know when. This is not a sign of me dying without you. Its just that, Im stress thinking about this. My family said I look so pale, besides not eating, I smoke just too much. And my throat is getting sick and worst. A friend told me it will worsen if I continue to smoke fag. Scaring me with all those facts which he had went through. And telling me my condition will lead to worse. But Im not in a good state of mind. Im not sad or neither did I miss you. Its just that you take my thing away from you, and not you hide yourself. Girls texting me asking who am I and whats my relation with you. Honestly, I dont fucking care about them, If they think I want you, I would jolly well laugh my ass of, I just want my thing from you. You're making me losing my patience, and I will make your family involve if this is the case. I hate what Im going through right now. With you, with those people under my roof, school is draining much more energy out of my weak body already. I just need to cry and have someone to tell me nice things instead of telling my flaws right now. I know I was stupid, but things happened,I had enough.
Ive been feeling sick to the stomach. Vomiting nothing but just water, and it hurts. I have yet to eat since I dont know when. This is not a sign of me dying without you. Its just that, Im stress thinking about this. My family said I look so pale, besides not eating, I smoke just too much. And my throat is getting sick and worst. A friend told me it will worsen if I continue to smoke fag. Scaring me with all those facts which he had went through. And telling me my condition will lead to worse. But Im not in a good state of mind. Im not sad or neither did I miss you. Its just that you take my thing away from you, and not you hide yourself. Girls texting me asking who am I and whats my relation with you. Honestly, I dont fucking care about them, If they think I want you, I would jolly well laugh my ass of, I just want my thing from you. You're making me losing my patience, and I will make your family involve if this is the case. 