Another 3 more weeks of school, and then 3 weeks of holidays! Ohhh, I cant wait. And yea, I got myself a part time job already. And going to work my ass off, while at the same time, not neglecting my studies. So ya prolly I wont even have time for family, friends and any guys, and not even time for myself I guess. But its a good thing, to keep my mind away from thinking all those negative thoughts stuck in my head. And hopefully things will be brighter for me.And yes, as you know, Im a very good friend. You disappeared a few weeks ago, definitely I was upset, but that's just parts and parcel of life to me. Some people are meant to enter my life and stay or just leave an impact and then go away for good. Its sucha normal thing already for me, but it still does hurt, very much. I know every doings have their own reasoning. Im not the kind who force and ask for all that, I respect each and everyone for their actions, cause I think people deserves chances. I myself made mistakes in the past, and the present, Im just trying to be someone better. But Im only human who never fails to make mistakes.
Whatever it is, I aint mad at you anymore. Maybe a bit disappointed, I shall say. But oh wells, I told you lets start from zero, and pretend this nightmare didnt occurred. Its easy to forgive, yes. But forget, maybe its a bit too difficult, but I can overcome it sooner or later. Let just hope for a new start for our new friendship.
Anywayssss, prolly Im going shopping with Mama this Sunday. To Town most prolly. I told her to treat me cause I sooo neeed retail therapy. Haha. Other than that, everything is faling into places, except for some little teeny weeny problem, but I guess its not my problem, its theirs. I dont like the feeling of hatred between friends, I just hope we can be better like how we used to be.
Another 3 more weeks of school, and then 3 weeks of holidays! Ohhh, I cant wait. And yea, I got myself a part time job already. And going to work my ass off, while at the same time, not neglecting my studies. So ya prolly I wont even have time for family, friends and any guys, and not even time for myself I guess. But its a good thing, to keep my mind away from thinking all those negative thoughts stuck in my head. And hopefully things will be brighter for me.