I know Ive not been updating regularly. Honestly, I got nothing to update, my life is sucha bore right now. Life's been so mundane and sometimes I questioned myself why am I here, what am I dong here. Sometimes, just sometimes, I think negatively, but by the end of the day I know that those who stayed by my side till now, are the ones that made my life worth it to live. Anyhoooooots, enough of all that yea. Haha.
Ive been spending time in school or jsut at home. Or just go walk around the neighbourhood and distress myself, without no reasons really. Haha. School has been the same, but Ive managed to maintain Bs rather than Cs now. And holidays are drawing neaaaar. Nyehaha. I cant wait. But ive yet to even start on my Professional Profiling. Soooon I guess.
And other than that, I guess my life is such a loner. My handphone has been dead eversince last 2 weeks ago. My hp is still with the service
centre, cause it broke down and still remain the same problem eventhough I collected it last week. Grrrr! And Im collecting it alone later. Other than that, my phone is still better off dead,if it has a life even. No more calls and no more text messaging with anyone at all except when Im meeting up with girlfriends or my parents are being those control freaks. But I tell you,its a rareeeeee for my phone to ring or a text message. On a brighter note, I can save my monthly bills cause last month it was wayyy toooo over my budget. Haha.
Ive been catching up alot with ex flames. Well, I wouldnt want to end a friendship just like that whaaaat. Im a very reasonable and a nice girl you knowww. Haha. Its good to hear some of them moved on, and having their special ones by their side. Sometimes its funny, those guys that I was once close to, most, yes MOST of them are happily attached. Not that Im going to swear them up and down, Im happy for them, really. Just that, it made me wonder, they are the ones who USED TO tell me what they told their current girlfriends, and sometimes I wonder, when will I get the right one. Grrr! Actually right, I dont care la. Im just going to enjoy life as it is, honestly. Its for the better, I guess. Im going to find a job soon, so I can treat my job like my boyfriend. Bahhhh! Hahhaa.
And last night was an impromptu plan to have late dinner with Mai,Shiera and Zul. The plan was to celebrate Zul's 19th birthday. So yea, it was the birthday boy treaaat! Asyik aku je blanje kat Lau Pa Sat! Nyehaha. So yea, me and Mai bought for him a birthday cake. We ate seafoooood. Nice you know to have someone treating us for dinner! Nyehahaha.
After the dinner, we cut and sang a birthday song for the birthday boy. It was already drizzling, and it was a bit windy, so yea, everytime we wanted to lit the candles it went off, so we do it without candles, and pretend to blow. Haha!
After all that, we were already full and bloated. Zul's friend drove me back home. They are going to watch midnight movies, so on the way there, they send me home.
It was a nice dinner,really. Talking about some stuffs nots, and making silly jokes at each other and laughing at people,without having hard feelings, its nice.
And ya, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ZULAZMI! :)
Meeting up with the other girlfriends later on! Oh, cant wait. Seeee, Ive got more things to think of rather than being down and miserable.Cheyyyy! Haha.
On a brighter note, I'm feeling a bit better after the break up. Only now I can see myself that. Some of friends know how much I went through the break up, the sufferings I did to myself, that is something personal, BUT, Im doing less of all that, cause I guess there's more to life than all that.
Annnd, to that one person, we used to go our own directions of life, no, infact it was YOU who told me to forget about us. Well I respected your decision eventhough it was hurting me so much cause I never did like separation. You wanted to focus on your career overseas, therefore, I, being a good friend, respect and gave you my well wishes. Eventually, you came back in my life last week, and saying you wanted to start it all over again. But despite our busy schedule and different walks of life, we tried everything to make it work. You and I know it was difficult, but I still am holding on to it. You told me you do still check on me eventhough we went separate ways, that was a sweet thing to do. You always make me smile every now and then. And I cant wait to meet you up again after soooo long already. You owe me a dinner and a ride to Singapore Flyer! I dont care. Hahaha.
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I know Ive not been updating regularly. Honestly, I got nothing to update, my life is sucha bore right now. Life's been so mundane and sometimes I questioned myself why am I here, what am I dong here. Sometimes, just sometimes, I think negatively, but by the end of the day I know that those who stayed by my side till now, are the ones that made my life worth it to live. Anyhoooooots, enough of all that yea. Haha.