Last Sunday, went over to Town, to shop with the family. I didnt bought anything much. But the spend time with family over at Town was definitely worth it. I only bought two tops from Topshop, an Esprit watch, a Nike flip flo, an Adidas belt and lingerie from Marks And Spencer. Thats all, whereas, brother bought a loooot of tops. I should have bought more tops man! Buuuut, Im glad I got the watch already.
I wanted to get a Fred Perry sneakers, but Daddy said that would be another round of shopping. Haha! When? I dont know. It's only once in a blue moon we have this family shopping trip, so thats why me and brother will burn a hole in my parent's pocket that one time. Nyehahaha. After tired of shopping, we were contemplating where to have our dinner. Parents wanted Swensens, but since, we spend so much on shopping already, me and brother said we would want to have seafood over at the Youth Park there. Yes, sedaaaaaap. Haha. People were looking at me, cause Im carrying too many paper bags. Not my stuffs okay. Mine and brother's. He's sucha an ass, find excuses for me to carry his. He said I like to look like ' Tai- tai', so he chuck everything to me. Haha. Me and the brothers took cab back home then. And it was definitely a nice day spend with family. No quarrels or disagreements. How nice. I want more of that please. Yes, shopping, Mama. Haha.
Annnnnd, I think I will be back to my old self. What is it? For me to know. Haha. But not going to have my heart involve with anyone at the moment. I had enough. They come in my life, saying sweet nothings, made me fall for them, and then go away and then came back in my life, like as if nothing happened. Excuses here and there, I dont trust any of those anymore. I had my share of worrying about you, there's no reason for you to go away for that long, and to come back just to pretend nothing happened, and to start everything all over again. But, Im all good, no worries.
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Ever heard of people relating their life to a song? Yes, now, this is what mine is all about. Go figure. Eventhough this will end, both of our hearts will break. Maybe I dont love you, just that, this is an experience for me, for you, and the people around. You know what I mean.
The name is ♥иυyυL αιshαh ραяkεr. Legally eighteen this coming December.
Definitely not your average girl next door. Im very messy, unorganized and farts in public.
I'm enjoying life for now. Not with alchohols and drugs, but with great company of friends. Im very vain, I need hours to doll up, just to make myself look presentable. Im just a girl, mind you.
And before you open you mouth to bitch and stating unrealistic myths about me, I think you should take a mirror and do a thorough self reflection, thank you.
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