Sometimes I couldnt ask for more than what He gave me all these while. I may experienced those shits and those usuals ups and downs of life. I know that's how life just is. Its never is fair, but having those listening ears, those hugs, kisses, those amazing words from those people that made a difference in my life, is so much worth those tears and pain Ive gone through.Yes, be it my favourite girlfriends, bestest girls in school, lovely blogmates, amazing boyfriends or just those online buggers. Haha. Yes, despite knowing me well, or knowing me less, they never did disappoint me. Yes,somehow you guys are the ones who made me where I am as of today.
I may not get over my past that well, I have always have trouble to do that, right girlfriends? They know better that I like to dwell on my past. But those short messages of encouraging words, those hugs and kisses make the heart heal better.
Yes I learnt when I fall, fall real hard. I have always been wary about the matter of the heart. Ive read somewhere before that love plays the most important part in one's life. Much more than one's achievement. Yes, I guess thats how strong love is to us, human. When I fall in love, it really is love. I have never experienced the bestest love story ever, but I did taste the wonders of love here and there. I guess, I didnt want to. I broke some guys heart along the way, some breaking mine. I guess its either karma, or its just aint the time yet.
Im not the typical girl who fall for those sweet words, or just because you have a face like Bradd Pitt or even thin lips like Tobey McGuire. I need more than that. Maybe thats because how I prefer to be devoted to singlehood till the right one comes. We, have different perception of love. As for me, simple as it is. I used to have friends who called me crazy when I told them my definition of love is. I dont find it complicated. People say I may be too young and too hurt to understand the beauty of it. Whatever it is, Im just being the most understanding and the bestest girlfriend anyone could ask for. But sometimes, the exterior matter more than the interior.
As for me, I may not have the exterior, but Im glad, Im doing well with other things. I may not outshine in other prospect either, but Im just thankful with what I have own and gain. Love will come its way.
Sometimes I couldnt ask for more than what He gave me all these while. I may experienced those shits and those usuals ups and downs of life. I know that's how life just is. Its never is fair, but having those listening ears, those hugs, kisses, those amazing words from those people that made a difference in my life, is so much worth those tears and pain Ive gone through.