When I thought you're the reason I stayed strong, I guess it all wrong. Im just a girl with a very forgiving and a soft heart. Countless of people have given me shits and hurt me in any manners possible, but still, I dont want to be an extremist and judge people from the past experience Ive picked up these few years.It happened again, and why I am not surprised by your actions. Honestly, Im tired and couldnt care less. They come and go. I have always wonder, why do two people act like strangers when they used to share the same shining star and hope. Like, walking past the corridor, and acted nothing happened, like as if they never had any history with them.
Oh wells, honestly, Ive yet to recover from the hurt and pain from the previous relationship. But, Im always on a positive side. People, sometimes, dont just get me, and what I went through. They say everything be ok, and tomorrow will be a better day, but I guess, it wont be cause I dont see that all coming from all these years. And every time this topic comes around, it just hurts so deeply. But still, I put up a brave upfront.
As for now, I leave everything to Him. Im done with crying, Ive got no tears to spare for anyone for the moment. People sometimes, just takes things for granted. They take my patience and my nice doings to them as an advantage. Oh wells, humans, they're born like that.
I just hope you get what Im saying. And if you happen to read this, I just hope you, change for the better. You know Im always a phonecall away. How much shits you gave me, I still accept you as my friend.
When I thought you're the reason I stayed strong, I guess it all wrong. Im just a girl with a very forgiving and a soft heart. Countless of people have given me shits and hurt me in any manners possible, but still, I dont want to be an extremist and judge people from the past experience Ive picked up these few years.