Ive realised life is never easy. I used to remember that when I was little, maybe five or six, Ive always wanted to grow up fast and become an adult. Always talking to myself and act like a teacher. And now how I wished time pass by so slowly, and that I will forever remain to be sweet seventeen. Trying hard to get myself to be a perfectionist. From the exterior, to the interior, to excel in every little things. But I can only try. But at some point of time, it strikes me, they say never give up, practice makes perfect. But, we're only human. Ive got tons of flaws and sinful acts Ive done. Who would have thought I grow up to be this. Mom and Dad always wanted the best out of me. I appreciate their every doings trying to make me the best. But behind them, and if they actually know what Ive went through, what Im doing behind their backs, am sure they will pretty much be hurt. They never wanted me to end up this way. You see, parents, they always trying their best to get their child to be the best. I dont blame mine or these parents. They are just doing their job. Either they do it well, or the other way round. That's another reason why we live, and how scary it is to be in their place.
Now, what lies beneath this idiotic looking seventeen year old girl, Im jsut still a childish young kid inside me. I can be a princess at one moment, and a spoilt brat at the other. If only I can tell the world what Im going through.
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lee: saper tu yg cute, the gal with the bangs?
NUYUL: sape yang lagik ccute tuh kat sebelah? Nyehahaha.
shasha: thanks for the compliments babe! anyway bilang dgn mai, dia gile! budak gile. POP JGN LUPE. HAHA
NUYUL: hehe. welcome, babe! Yes, die gile!
Sarah: hello nuyul!thanks for ur compliment.hehe=)ur blogskin lawa larh!!so is the person.heheheh.tc,love.
NUYUL: hehe. awak lagik chantik hor !:D
Wahtee: oh, tell montel, happy birthday. and say i'll link her! Okay montel? oh, happy belated birthday too montel!!
Wahtee: Yul. mampos. Sungguh lamer tk jumpe kau. kalau tk keje, klua ngn kawan. tetek uh lu.
NUYUL: haha. alaaa sorry la sayang.
iLi: i was really shocked that you tagged me. hahaha! r u in school? i miss you la.
NUYUL: hahaha. yes la, i rarely tag your lousy tagboard whaaaat. haha. school? ape tuh? Nyehahaha.
