Its like a cycle in life for me. Over and over again. Im used to this, actually. But the feeling still am intact eventhough it happens hundreds of time. It isnt wonderful, please.
Things havnt been at its best over here. Ive got conflicts with family over some issues. And yes, as usual, I cant be out till late at night, and the usual yadas yadas.
Im sick and tired of that, really. And whatsmore, the festive season is nearing. Ive yet to talk to Daddy for 2 days already. Enough of that already.
Life for me here, now isnt at its best. I found myself screaming, but without any voices out. I found myself blinded, and only tears in my eyes. It just hurts so much, that I really wait to end it all. I want to just be forgotten by people around. At least, I can just lead life miserably, alone. People call me desperate and pathetic where everytime I always think about is love, and just to cry. Sometimes, they just dont get what this heart is feeling. My heart, and yours, they go through a different phase. I hurt much more than you do. Only God knows. Honestly, Ive been stronger than the past. That's an achievement for me. Im just tired of life. People blaming me for this and that. Why cant they just understand and let me be.
Its like a cycle in life for me. Over and over again. Im used to this, actually. But the feeling still am intact eventhough it happens hundreds of time. It isnt wonderful, please.