So the other day, celebrated Mama's 41st birthday over at Lau Pa Sat. Aunts and cousins came over. Just a small celebration. Didnt even get to eat alot! Cause I cam very late with little brother. Haha! I spend a bomb for Mama's birthday preparations. Did for her a hugeee card with pictures of us family. The funniest pictures was of course, us three sibling, doing nonsensical photo faces and gave it to Mama. Bought for her the cake form the above picture. And also, a Chanel perfume which cost 200 bucks. Haha! But its all for Mama. So yea, Im happy she knows that I at least did something for her. Rather than her thinking Im always so irresponsible.
And Granny has yet again admitted to hospital. Its very worrying. I hate the hospitals, jsut the thought of it makes my heart wrench. Its been how many times already in the hospital. Just hope things and her health gets better.
The thought of settling down lingers to me now. I know friends know I can never be serious. Even you know when I have boyfriends, I never really loved them. It struck me that I should really settle down. I want to, really. But I don't know with who. They say love is just like gambling, if you're scared, you can never find one. You gotta take the risks. Ive fallen in love and played around with many guys around. It got me scared. If even married men, dare to flirt around with single girls. Whats more any guy who's not even legally attached to you. Who knows, a rarity might occurred? I may fall in love, or maybe try to get serious with someone any of these days? I know Ive been close to guy friends here and there. But its all up to me to decide who I want to be happy with. Cause you know, Ive been trying to please people around me all my life. How about making me happy this time, and leave whatever you want to say, and hurt me. I want to be happy for once! And if it's conclusion wasnt expected, I dont need you to say, ' I told you so one day you will regret it!.' Tell me how many people goes through all that. Life is never fair, and easy. Its all about learning and experiencing. If the aftermath isnt what I expected it to be. Be it! At least Im happy for that moment.
Yes, I do have someone in mind. But its okay for now, let things be how it is.
And baby, you just got back home. More than happy to be in your arms. Let things be clear for once. You are definitely way better than before. And pandai da start loving2 and jealous2? Haha.
So the other day, celebrated Mama's 41st birthday over at Lau Pa Sat. Aunts and cousins came over. Just a small celebration. Didnt even get to eat alot! Cause I cam very late with little brother. Haha! 
