I know Ive not been updating. A lot of things have been happening. Be it good or bad. But the bad always get to the better of me, sadly.Its sucky to have people judge you just by how the way I look. I received this quite alot through out my eighteen years. Its not something nice to hear. And Im sorry, I aint pretty, skinny, or have big breasts, small legs, or even minah-ish loooking like the girls you drooooool at! Hahaha! But that doesnt matter much, cause I lead a normal and humble life. I basically got everything I want, and I can have whatever I asked for. Yes, my family got money, not bragging. But yeah. I dont need people like you to bring me down.
This weigh issue's been bugging me, but its okay. I loss some, I admit. Honestly, Ive been depressed. I go through a rough time about me being big. And honestly Im a bulimic. Till now, Im not seeking attention. I cant take it anymore. People say whatever they please. But they dont know how much Ive suffered. Like Ive lost near to 10 kg for one month because of that. That bad, I know. Eversince that, my body is very weak.Only God knows,till now.
I did that because of you, yes you people. But heck, Im the one to blame by the end of the day. Ask my close friends, eventhough Im big, I eat so little, they always kept complaining. Yes, that bad I know. I dont feel hungry. And I dont eat outside, cause I cant puke. Ergh, forget it. I shouldnt be telling about this.
Im not perfect you see. I try my best to fit in, to be perfect. Im no good. I admit I did alot of bad stuffs. But at the end of the day Im only human. Human with feelings.
I'll be hiatus for now. Till when I dont know.
And oh ya, for those you can reach me through my REAL msn account.Ask me for it. And I wont be signing in much to almostsuperhuman@hotmail.com or my old msn add which is nuyul_mj@hotmail.com even. If the email is not stated here, then thats the only place you can reach me. My cell will only be answered and active for close friends. And I wont be active in any network accounts for now. I like myself to be free from people knowing my doings and stuffs. I only update my other blog, that some of you have it. I gave you, cause I trust and you guys matter to me. You can tag though. Take care people! Reach me in msn. :) Cheerios.
I know Ive not been updating. A lot of things have been happening. Be it good or bad. But the bad always get to the better of me, sadly.